Sunday, September 20, 2009

for real

Sorry for the lack of posts. I have been struggling. Not with the blog, but with life.
Struggling with "the now" and not the plan we had hoped would play out. Struggling with my purpose. Struggling with the unknown.
This might all sound a little more dramatic than it should. My problems are mostly with my career and ambition issues. Nothing too serious. I love my husband more than I ever thought I could, I love our little house and life we have created here in Dallas, I have amazing friends and family, and I have a relationship with my Creator that sustains me.

I guess I am going to have to press on and work out the situations God has me in right now. I am not in control of my life, and thank God for that.


  1. Lauren, know that you are not alone in how you feel! I can totally identify with you. I'll be praying!

  2. thanks for sharing friend. I will be praying for you.